No. 1 Performance Coach: 7 Principles of Inner Excellence to Stay Calm Under Fire

People come to me, they don't come to me for small small goals. They're they want to be world number one.

>> You hit the New York Times bestseller list.

>> The book was five years of full-time writing and research, but I came out of that with a near mental breakdown. I had

spent my life saving $90,000 in debt.

>> I want to dive into this developing ourselves as a person and use this episode as a means to sort of teach people inner excellence and how they can perform under pressure and also live a

life of more meaning. What I've seen with people that are very talented is that exactly what you said is just next, [music] next, next next, like let's get another goal. Let's let's achieve

another goal. Let's let's achieve something else. It's a dangerous trap.

something else. It's a dangerous trap.

[music] Inner excellence is about expanding what you believe is possible.

Everything is here to teach me and help me. It's all working for my good. So,

me. It's all working for my good. So,

we're going to go look for those moments when you're most uncomfortable.

>> Where does ego and sort of selfcenteredness and self-confidence interact?

>> Confidence is super helpful, but there's something even more powerful than confidence, [music] and that's I want to start with this book, Inner Excellence. So, you wrote this book. You

Excellence. So, you wrote this book. You

wanted to put together a manual on mental toughness and performance under pressure. And the first thing I

pressure. And the first thing I highlighted in this book, it's it's not even on a page number. It's in the preface here is the quality of your life is based on three elements. your inner

world of thoughts and feelings, beliefs and desires, your frame of reference, mindset from which you see the world and your relationships. How did you hit on

your relationships. How did you hit on that?

>> Well, I mean this was the book was 5 years of full-time writing and research.

And so that is a very holistic approach and that and I think that's what you need if you want human optimization. We

need to be holistic. We need to get deeper than just the mind. We need to go into the heart into the subconscious.

And so that's one of the in the 5 years of full-time writing and research that became inner excellence. That was one of the first things that I realized is that if you want to really help anybody, whether you're a counselor, a parent, a

coach, yourself, we need to get to where your greatest fears are and your greatest dreams. And that subconscious, heart, spirit, neuro level is where we got to get to.

>> Is there a moment in your life where you realize this or was it this slow sort of awakening? Well, I think my background

awakening? Well, I think my background kind of all played into it and and I think everything that I've been through has been training me. All the all the hard times, the really scary times and low times in my life, God's been

training me. I didn't know it at the

training me. I didn't know it at the time, but now I can see it much clearer now. It was not just the five years of

now. It was not just the five years of writing the book, but there was all my experiences and, you know, my mom's background and community background that my dad got into with the Hutterites and

my brother and the spiritual background, all of that. The key realization of the book seems to be that the pursuit of extraordinary performance and the pursuit of the best possible life are the same thing.

>> Yeah, that was that was really a life-changing thing for me to realize in the desert. So, kind of how that

the desert. So, kind of how that happened was I give away over half my possessions to go live in a life of solitude to figure out what to do with my life. I wanted to find something that

my life. I wanted to find something that I could devote my life to. And when I was there, I decided to become a personal coach to pro baseball players and teach them how to have peace and confidence under pressure. And so then I started to put together this manual for

future clients after my first two clients did amazing. And what I realized in the research was that what good is it if I spend my life making people really successful? Whether it's winning an

successful? Whether it's winning an Olympic gold medal or being world number one or making millions of dollars, if it doesn't make a difference in their heart and in the world, if it just makes them

more successful, like that may not even be a good thing. And then when I found out that to teach someone how to have the most poise under the most pressure

is the same path as living the best possible life, a meaningful fulfilling life with with amazing experiences and deepen enriching relationships where you're learning and growing and making a difference. It's the same path, a

difference. It's the same path, a wholehearted path. When I when I

wholehearted path. When I when I realized that, that's when everything changed. That's what inner excellence

changed. That's what inner excellence is. is to teach someone how to be

is. is to teach someone how to be wholehearted, how to walk in love and not fear and develop yourself as a person and optimize that and become your true self. And then you're better at

true self. And then you're better at every you're a better athlete, you're a better parent, better coach, you're more present, more gracious, more aware. I

want to dive into this developing ourselves as a person and use this episode as a a means to sort of teach people inner excellence and how they can perform under pressure and also live a

life of more meaning. But before we get there, I want to talk about the book.

How did the book come about? Let's spend

a beat on this for a second because my understanding is you wrote this book and then almost nobody read it.

>> Yeah, that's right. So the book came out in 2009 and uh I wrote the book because I wanted to write the best best book ever on mental toughness and I wanted to use that as a manual for my clients to use

that that I can give them and say here's how you train your your mind and your heart. It worked great for that. It

heart. It worked great for that. It

wasn't a big seller but it worked great for that. And interesting enough I had

for that. And interesting enough I had on my phone I I I recommend to all my clients that they they have these reminders silent reminders that come up these affirmations every day throughout

the day. And one of mine was that I'm a

the day. And one of mine was that I'm a New York Times bestselling author and it had been 15 years 16 years and so and that had happened. So after a few years I took it off. The book was was doing

great for what I wrote it for as this manual and and for other clients to to get other clients. So that was amazing but it wasn't a big seller. And then so 2018 I got the rights from McGra Hill and then I spent two more years of of uh

part-time maybe 20 hours a week revising it. So that came out in 2020. The book I

it. So that came out in 2020. The book I I thought it was going to be 15% different, but it turned out to be about 85% new stories and same concepts, but new stories.

>> And then I assume most people found it the way I did. I was watching the NFC playoff game and saw AJ Brown on the sideline reading this book and then that became the focal point of what everybody

was talking about all of a sudden. Where

were you? What happened there?

>> Yeah. So, I was in Dallas, Texas. Um, I

was there to write to do an international retreat and uh I'm in my hotel room. What was amazing about that

hotel room. What was amazing about that week, it was such an intense week for many reasons. So January 12th was that

many reasons. So January 12th was that Sunday. My mom died January 16th and she

Sunday. My mom died January 16th and she was 91. She had an amazing life, had a

was 91. She had an amazing life, had a huge impact on my life and taught me so much. So it was an answer to prayer

much. So it was an answer to prayer because she was suffering. But it was a very somber week and also kind of a slow week um in my life and and just it'd been years of kind of my both parents

died and my sister died and trying to care for them and things were slow and business was slow and I actually didn't pay off my credit cards in January. I

had money in investments but I didn't have any in my checking and I look up at the skyscraper in downtown Dallas that Sunday afternoon and and I had just written a book called The Best Possible Life: How to Live with Deep Contempt,

Joy, and Confidence No Matter What. It's

a a a much smaller, easier book to read and on the spiritual life and kind of a summary of inner excellence. And so that book had just come out and I remember looking at the skyscraper that afternoon and and the thought came to me was Jim,

would you rather own that skyscraper for whatever hundreds of millions of dollars it's worth or would you rather have written the book the best possible life?

And I thought, no, I wouldn't trade it for hundreds of millions of dollars. And

so I thought, well, at least you got that. That's pretty cool. And then a

that. That's pretty cool. And then a couple hours later, everything changed.

My whole life changed. I'm watching Penn State play Notre Dame, a bowl game that had already happened. I look at my phone and I see all these texts and I thought my mom died because why all the texts?

And then obviously someone said, "You need to turn on the the Eagles game."

And so I turn it on and I see it. And

that's when I found out with the rest of the world that that he was reading the book, you know, bringing the book to every game, reading it before games to get centered and reading it after every drive. I saw him with a picture of him

drive. I saw him with a picture of him with a book on the sidelines a month before, but I had no context. And so,

yeah, that's when the barrage of interview requests and and everything started happening.

>> It's interesting to me in a couple things. I want to go back just for a

things. I want to go back just for a second. One of your affirmations was to

second. One of your affirmations was to be a New York Times bestselling author.

That sounds like an outcome.

>> The way I think about this is so I get paid to help people achieve outcomes.

They don't come to me to feel better or have a more spiritual life. as far as my the way I've been paid the last 10 20 years, but we do it through a a spiritual approach. When I say spirit, a

spiritual approach. When I say spirit, a heartfocused much deeper approach than the transactional world that we live in.

And so I have what I call third world goals. I use I call the the world that

goals. I use I call the the world that we live in of of results and circumstances the first world. And the

second world is your inner world. And

then the first world is the unseen world that's uh eternal and has every good thing like love, joy, peace, inner inner strength, mental toughness. And so the third world of results and

circumstances, I have goals there. Like

one goal was to be a New York Times bestselling author. But the crucial

bestselling author. But the crucial thing is those are just temporary things that I don't even know if it's good for me. I mean there's we all have goals,

me. I mean there's we all have goals, but are they good for you? Are they the best thing for you? We don't even know if they're good for you. And so I try to hold them loosely knowing that that

yeah, I have these desires and goals, but they're nothing compared to who I'm becoming. And uh to share God's good

becoming. And uh to share God's good news with the world, his love, wisdom, and courage. I that's my purpose. And

and courage. I that's my purpose. And

and that's what God told me on day three. I was getting overwhelmed and

three. I was getting overwhelmed and stressed and like, "Oh my gosh, what is happening?" And God was like, "Tim, you

happening?" And God was like, "Tim, you don't have to stress out. You didn't do this. I'm I'm doing it. I did it. And

this. I'm I'm doing it. I did it. And

your purpose doesn't change." And so that was a big relief was like, "Okay, I don't have to stress out about all this stuff and and I'm just going to continue to do what I do." And

>> how did you feel after you made so your goal came true? You hit the New York Times bestseller list. Not only did you hit it, you were number one, you sold 100,000 or more copies of the book,

which is just a runaway success by any measure of any book ever. And it's sort of like this dream, right? Like you

wrote this book, you went to the desert, you put your head down, and then nothing happened. And then one day suddenly

happened. And then one day suddenly somebody recognized how amazing this work was. Did that feel satisfying to

work was. Did that feel satisfying to you or did it feel empty?

>> Very very surreal and extremely incredible. It it it definitely didn't

incredible. It it it definitely didn't feel empty. It wasn't like oh now I'm

feel empty. It wasn't like oh now I'm somebody. It felt amazing because it was

somebody. It felt amazing because it was like God and I are doing something together. That's what was amazing. And

together. That's what was amazing. And

so the most exciting part about all of this is is the work we're doing in inner city Philly specifically with Shane Clayborn and potentially with with Bill Strickland's group. Um he's author of a

Strickland's group. Um he's author of a book called Make the Impossible Possible. He's got 17 centers around the

Possible. He's got 17 centers around the world that provide job training skills and and arts and crafts for inner city um youth and and adults. And so that's been the most exciting thing about this

and and and to feel like wow, God chose me to share this message. It's the most amazing thing. And I'm just a messenger.

amazing thing. And I'm just a messenger.

It's like that first week there was so much talk about me. Like I'll give you an example. I'm I'm in Philadelphia. I'm

an example. I'm I'm in Philadelphia. I'm

going to go to the next game um against the Rams, the snow game, and I'm in the elevator. I see all these Eagle fans

elevator. I see all these Eagle fans wearing all their gear. I said, "Hey, I heard one of your players was reading a book on the sideline. Is this true?" And

they said, "Oh, yeah, yeah." And I was like, "Um, what's the name of the book?"

And they're like, "Oh, Interex." I said, "Well, is it any good?" They're like, "I don't know. We haven't read it." But the

don't know. We haven't read it." But the guy, he he went from uh 500,000 or whatever to number one. And I was like, really? And uh so now we're getting out

really? And uh so now we're getting out of the elevator and walking away. And uh

and they're like, "Do you know how much money that guy made?" And and I said, "Well, um whoever that guy is, I sure hope he does something good with that money."

money." >> The reason I was starting to get overwhelmed on day three looking at all the sales and everything that's happening because it was I started to think about myself, Jim, don't screw

this up. and and this is something that

this up. and and this is something that I'm doing. But then God said, "This is

I'm doing. But then God said, "This is not something that you're doing or did."

And then so that was just this huge relief. It's not a Jim Murphy thing. I'm

relief. It's not a Jim Murphy thing. I'm

just a lowly messenger.

>> When you tell me that story, I kind of feel bad, not for you, but for myself.

And I'll put this in perspective. And

maybe this is self-centeredness. And you

know, my friend Brent Bashure has this idea of clean fuel versus dirty fuel.

And how are you powered? And your fuel sounds very clean. It's purpose- driven.

It's meaningful. And my fuel is more a mix. It's dirty. It's a chip on my

mix. It's dirty. It's a chip on my shoulder. It's I also hit the New York

shoulder. It's I also hit the New York Times bestselling list. But the first thought that I had was not positive. It

was I remembered a comment on an article in the New York Times from 2018 saying, you know, I hope Mr. Parish is enjoying his 15 minutes of fame. And to

me, that's more of a dirty fuel. And

I've been thinking about a lot about clean fuel versus dirty fuel and motivation lately. And the people that I

motivation lately. And the people that I admire a lot is Tom Brady. And you know, he's got a mixture of fuel. It sounds

like, you know, there's definitely a chip on his shoulder from Michigan driving him and pushing him. And what I find with the dirty fuel, if you will, at least for certain personality types,

myself included, is it just never burns out. Like it never expires. I remember

out. Like it never expires. I remember

things that my grade nine teacher told me, you know, back in the day. They

don't do this anymore, but they used to write what they actually think. And she

wrote in my report card that went home to my parents like, "Shane will be lucky to graduate high school." [snorts]

>> And I like still think about that. Every

like few weeks that pops in my head.

>> What's your reaction to that?

>> We're all human. And so our greatest need is for love and and acceptance. And

so we all have a mind that's that's always threatened, always comparing, and never satisfied. the the part of the

never satisfied. the the part of the mind I call the ego. And so it's something that as humans we're always battling with. The ego says if you're

battling with. The ego says if you're more successful, you're going to get what you want most. It doesn't say this out loud or or in certain words, but it's that's what it's always implying is if you're successful, you're going to

get what you want most, which is that love and connection. If you sell more books or get more followers or more money or more promotions, you're going to get this thing that you need most.

But the flip side is if you fail, you're gonna not only are you not going to get that, you're going to get the opposite.

You're going to get rejected. And so

this is always something that every human battles. And I I try never to tell

human battles. And I I try never to tell anyone what to do as a coach or a friend. What I try to do is help people

friend. What I try to do is help people clarify what they want most and help them get it. Because I know that if you come to me and you want to be world number one in a sport, I know that's not

what you really want. I know because I was in the same boat. I I wanted to be a superstar major league baseball player or NFL player or NBA and I thought that was the best possible life was to make

millions of dollars and be rich and famous and have every guy want to be me and every girl want to be with me.

That's the best possible life. I'm going

to live it. And so I obsessed about that. But what I've learned since then

that. But what I've learned since then in in the five years of writing and researching the book is that what I've always really wanted is to feel fully alive. I had a single story for my life.

alive. I had a single story for my life.

That story was if you get this this American dream where you're you're uh hitting home runs in the big leagues and on the cover of magazines, that's the best possible life and that's the life

meant for you. And of course, I played five years in the minors and I did not get that life and I was completely devastated. And so what I want people to

devastated. And so what I want people to do is I want their fuel, as you kind of you alluded to a little bit, I want their fuel to be powerful, empowering. I

want them to like Tom Brady the most successful potentially football player ever and he wins a few Super Bowls and he's he says, "God, is that it?" In

other words, reaching the very top like like uh Michael Phelps 231 gold medals and feeling empty. It's it's very very common because if that's your god and

baseball was my god when I say god that the thing that you love most and fear most of losing you're only as stable as what whatever you're worshiping like David Foster Wallace told us everyone has a god there's no atheists everyone

worships something there's something at the top in your of your heart and that's your god and and for me it was it was um being this superstar and you know I lost it and lost everything and so I was

stable as as it was and so in other words when I didn't have a good season.

I didn't want people to tell others that I was a pro baseball player because I was unstable. And so interactive is say,

was unstable. And so interactive is say, "Hey, let's go for what's most empowering to fuel your life and and specifically the control center of your life, your heart."

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It's a really interesting notion to me because it's sort of contrary to everything I've ever been brought up with. And that was part of the appeal to

with. And that was part of the appeal to this book is I like reading things that challenge my my worldview or my way of thinking. And you know, I my background

thinking. And you know, I my background is sort of an intelligence agency and then starting a business and you know, you you set goals, you achieve them, then you forget about them like 30

seconds later and you're on to the next goal. And the fire inside me, you know,

goal. And the fire inside me, you know, I don't know if it continues to burn, but it's burned pretty hard for 20ome years. I would imagine I'm very similar

years. I would imagine I'm very similar to most of the athletes you've worked with in terms of like how far this has gotten me but maybe it doesn't get me

and maybe failure and you know I've failed million well millions of times I mean my failures are public you know everybody watches them uh everybody sees

them and in my mind you learn from that and you just move on you let it go like you don't hold on or attach to it but you do the same with success so the

variance between sort of like happiness and sadness is like so narrow because it's like you never get too happy and you never get too sad and you just sort of like stoically go forward.

>> What I've seen with people that are very talented like yourself is that exactly what you said is just next next like let's get another goal let's achieve something else. It's it's really like

something else. It's it's really like productivity is is really really important uh because achievement is is the whole the end goal. It's a dangerous

trap. The more talent you have, the more

trap. The more talent you have, the more likely that you can get in this trap.

And the trap is I set a goal, I work at it, I get a result, and then I process that result in my mind. Do I like it?

Was it good or bad? Did I win or lose?

And then after I process it in my mind, I'm going to get a feeling. And that

feeling is going to be if I got what I wanted, it's going to be positive but temporary. If I didn't get what I

temporary. If I didn't get what I wanted, it's going to be negative. And

that's going to impact my beliefs because beliefs are feelings. And then

I'm going to be like that belief will be oh maybe I can achieve my dreams or maybe I won't. But because if you're talented now what are you gonna do? It's

another goal. And so say you achieve the first one you're like okay maybe I can.

You process in your mind yeah I can do these things and and I'm going to be somebody and I'm going to achieve these things. You set another higher goal and

things. You set another higher goal and then you don't get it. Then you process in your mind like oh this sucks. So you

get a negative feeling impacts your belief maybe I can't do this. And but

the the more talented you are, the more tears you're going to get when you do achieve these things because they're going to be bigger than most people. And

that sucks you in to just this cycle of I just got to keep achieving. If I can feel okay about myself if I keep achieving. It's like Jerry Seinfeld.

achieving. It's like Jerry Seinfeld.

He's uh maybe the most famous successful comedian ever. And uh he said, you know,

comedian ever. And uh he said, you know, why do I work? He's like, well, I I keep working because that's the only way I can kind of really feel. I don't

remember the words he he used exactly but it was it's the same story I hear over and over and over like when people retire they lose their purpose because the work in essence kept them distracted

>> and busyness is one of the biggest things that we do so we don't have to get deeper and face our fears and and look at life at a deeper level and that deeper level is what you alluded to in the very beginning we're created for

relationship and when you understand that you're either walking in love or fear then love is is this willingness to sacrifice for others and fear is this

these walls that we naturally build.

It's this self-centerness that's inherent in human nature that um that is important to take care of ourselves and and be safe, but also we build these walls that imprison us. So that's why

it's it's so important to think deeper deeper about your life and and get out of that busyness, go into solitude and really think why do I want these goals that I have and what is at the end that I that I want to look back on my life

and and have the busyiness brought to mind something that I observed many years ago with certain people and they would dive into work as a means of escape. They were escaping their family

escape. They were escaping their family and their life that they've created and it's the same as you know vacation. And

I often have these conversations with people and they're like, "Oh, I can't wait to go on vacation." And I'm like, "Why?" You know, for me, it's like, "Why

"Why?" You know, for me, it's like, "Why do you have a life that you've built that you want to escape?" And so that part I find interesting. And how do how

do you help somebody who's avoiding something? And I did this when I first

something? And I did this when I first got divorced. I mean, I avoided dealing

got divorced. I mean, I avoided dealing with what I needed to process and what I needed to look at and how I needed to go through this. And the way that I did

through this. And the way that I did that was diving into work. And so I notice it in other people as well. How

do you take somebody who's avoiding something like that? And you know the avoidance could be I'm avoiding I've created this life that either I feel I have to work to achieve for my family or

I just don't like my life and I I can't acknowledge and I'm unconsciously like diving into work as a means of avoiding going home and avoiding spending time with my kids and my family. was

interesting you mentioned vacation because the second you said vacation that's the exact same thing I was thinking about. I wrote an article

thinking about. I wrote an article called how to be on vacation and what I've experienced most people it's actually it's interesting so two years ago I had a friend of mine and his his

wife had just died he invited me to be to go sailing with him in French Polynesia and um for two weeks and my first thought was I don't go on vacation but then I started thinking about it was going to be him and his son who had just

lost his mom and I thought you know maybe I could go and be something positive in their lives but this this thing about vacation the article how to be on vacation is the idea that most

people go on vacation to escape their lives. Like you said, they're what they

lives. Like you said, they're what they the common thing is I'm going to go on vacation. I don't want to think about

vacation. I don't want to think about work. Let's not talk about work. Let's

work. Let's not talk about work. Let's

not talk about anything back home. We're

just going to relax. That's a very common idea, right? And it's it's kind of like escaping your life. And like you said, why do you why do you have a life that you want to escape from? So the

gist of the article is rather than going to escape your life on vacation, the best vacation is one where you go to enhance your life. Well, how do you do that? Well, first of all, we need we

that? Well, first of all, we need we need to to stop all the busyiness. So,

stop all the thinking and all the doing and and uh stop all that for a day or two and then think deeply about your life purpose and why you're here on this earth and how can you move towards that

when you go back to your regular life.

There's a question that I like to ask at the end of every year is what good reason do you have to not change every single thing in your life? Because

obviously if you don't have a good reason then why aren't you changing it?

And that to me that question says you should look at every single thing that you're doing and don't um just re-evaluate it. Is this line up with my

re-evaluate it. Is this line up with my purpose? Mo most people don't have a

purpose? Mo most people don't have a clear purpose. So first of all we need

clear purpose. So first of all we need to have a clear purpose for your life.

Otherwise, you're going to get so distracted and so busy because you can't it's too hard to sit with yourself and your thoughts.

>> What's your purpose?

>> My purpose is to share God's love, wisdom, and courage with with the world or with athletes and leaders around the world.

>> How did you find religion?

>> It's interesting you say religion. I

grew up in my mom is full Japanese. Her

family became a Christian family when her father was dying. And well, it it kind of started with with um I talked about this in the book with with the

samurai and how my great greatgrandfather his father was a samurai. When the

samurai era ended, he became an alcoholic because he lost all his power.

And so his son started to think about what is the meaning of life and he realized that he wanted to live a life where he empowered others instead of having power over others. And that kind of changed the trajectory of my life,

you know, obviously my mom's life. And

so that was the big thing. And also my dad, he grew up strictly Catholic but without a lot of love. And then he got injured and was in the hospital and someone prayed for him and he got healed right away. And so he's like, "Whoa, I

right away. And so he's like, "Whoa, I need to find out about this God." And so that's kind of the journey that that happened for us. My journey was was I I believed in God my whole life. But my

life greatly changed when I met this homeless harpist in in downtown Denver in 2010 cuz I I spent 5 years full-time writing in the writing inner excellence, 50 to 60 hours a week. But I came out of

that with a near mental breakdown. I had

spent my life savings $90,000 in debt.

There came a point where I was speaking to these these high schools in Denver, Colorado. I was thinking, "Okay, yeah,

Colorado. I was thinking, "Okay, yeah, the book is in bookstores around the world. That's great, but you've got no

world. That's great, but you've got no money to hire someone to market the book. You don't know how to do

book. You don't know how to do marketing, and you don't like promoting yourselves. This is not a good marketing

yourselves. This is not a good marketing plan. If no one hears about the book, no

plan. If no one hears about the book, no one's going to buy the book. If no one buys the book, then Barnes & Noble will pull it off the shelves and 5 years of full-time work is going to go down the drain plus all that money. And I just could not see how that was not going to happen.

>> And effectively that did happen.

Correct.

>> The Barnes & Noble pulling off the shelves.

>> Yeah. Like it didn't >> eventually um I don't I don't remember how long it was on the shelves. It it

didn't happen in a matter of weeks.

After a while, they they pulled it. I

was spiraling. And and when you isolate yourself, we're created for relationship. And when you isolate

relationship. And when you isolate yourself and have no one to tell you the truth about who you are and what's possible for you, then then you can start to really spiral like I was. So I

called my friend Ricky Ricky Scruggs. I

said, "Hey, tell me what to do." And he said, "Find a homeless Christian and help him." And so I I find this homeless

help him." And so I I find this homeless harpist around the corner, this guy playing a full-sized harp. Really

strange. I listened to him play the music. I look at my wallet. I had $100.

music. I look at my wallet. I had $100.

So I must have taken a cash advance out.

Most of my credit cards were maxed out.

And so I took all the money and I I gave it to him and and I leave. I go back to where I stand and run on the treadmill to try and breathe. I come back to that same area in Denver. I'm sitting in the

Starbucks just staring off into the abyss. So much anxiety. And the homeless

abyss. So much anxiety. And the homeless harpist walks past me, stops in his tracks and says, "Are you the guy that gave me that money?" When I was writing the book, I asked this girl from my church. I said, "Can you read this book

church. I said, "Can you read this book and make sure it lines up with the Bible because I want to make sure it's filled with wisdom. It has no falsehoods in

with wisdom. It has no falsehoods in it." And she reads Interex and she says,

it." And she reads Interex and she says, "Have you ever heard of the word Zoe?"

And she said, "I read your book. Have

you ever heard of the word Zoe?" I said, "No." actually said it's a a Greek word

"No." actually said it's a a Greek word that means life. It's in the Bible a lot. It means fullness of life. I said

lot. It means fullness of life. I said

yes, that's what this book is about. My

whole life I've obsessed about these transactions of be about being successful when what I've always really wanted was to feel fully alive. So I

started to revolve my book around pursuing fullness of life and letting everything else be added to you. And so

I'm in the Starbucks and this guy, the homeless guy, he left and he came back and he gave me a bracelet that he made and a card and a box of chocolates. And

I open up the card and it said, "Thank you so much for caring for me. love Zoe.

His name was Zoe.

>> I said, "Do you know what your name means?" And he said, "No." I said, "It

means?" And he said, "No." I said, "It means absolute fullness of life. I've

studied that for five years. I just

wrote a book about it." Grabbed a book and I wrote Dear Zoe, thank you so much for sharing your beautiful music with me today. You don't know what that meant to

today. You don't know what that meant to me. Love, Jim. I give it to him. I never

me. Love, Jim. I give it to him. I never

see him again. And that was the start of a complete transformation in my life.

April 1st, about 6 weeks later, I walk into this guy's house. A friend of a friend starts to tell me about my life.

I'd never met him before. And uh it was really strange. And then this gal in the

really strange. And then this gal in the house, I'd never met her before. She

draws a picture of a kite, hands it to me. He says, "What's wrong with this

me. He says, "What's wrong with this picture?" And I said, "Well, your kite

picture?" And I said, "Well, your kite doesn't have a string." And and she said, "Yeah, that kite is you." And I had never even met her before. And so I was like, "What is happening here?" And

so they invited me to a Bible study that night. Like I believe in God, but I was

night. Like I believe in God, but I was just so lost. And like I said, I had isolated myself. And then that night, I

isolated myself. And then that night, I felt God saying, "There's nothing you've ever done or would ever could ever do would change how much I love you." And I felt like I had the weight of the world on my shoulders. Had a million things to do. It all had to be done yesterday. I

do. It all had to be done yesterday. I

didn't know how to do it. And that

weight of the the world fell off my shoulders that night.

>> Did it fall off your shoulders because you're letting go to like a higher power.

>> Yeah. I surrendered my I said, "God, I'll do whatever you want. Just tell me what to do. I I'll I'll move to Nepal.

I'll give away all my possessions, live in an orphanage or whatever. Volunteer

the rest of my life. Just tell me what to do. I just don't want this anxiety

to do. I just don't want this anxiety anymore."

anymore." >> Isn't that the key to 12step programs, too? Like,

too? Like, >> yeah. Yeah. Step three is surrender your

>> yeah. Yeah. Step three is surrender your will and your life over to God as you understand him. Yeah. So that's why I

understand him. Yeah. So that's why I mean 12step program has changed millions of lives all over the world and it's because I think it's so successful because it realizes that the ego that part of our mind that's always

threatened always comparing never satisfied is our biggest challenge and surrender is is is so hard especially when you're talented but at that moment I felt like I had nothing and so to

surrender nothing is is much easier than to surrender a lot you got a successful life it's very hard to surrender but that's the key surrender under your little little power for the power of the universe.

>> Where does ego and sort of selfcenteredness and self-confidence interact?

>> Yeah, that's a great question because what happens to most most people, especially young athletes, is they have this confusion like I know that for me to achieve my goals in sports, I need to

be confident. And so, does that mean I

be confident. And so, does that mean I need to talk about myself? Do I need to be brash and boastful? I had this great conversation with a major league golf star a year and a half ago. I said, "Pro

althletes, they come to me because they want confidence." And that's great.

want confidence." And that's great.

Confidence is super helpful, but there's something even more powerful than confidence, and that's being fully present. I said, "If you have two

present. I said, "If you have two athletes that are or performers that are the same talent, I'll take the fully present person over the fully confident one every single time because when you're confident, you can get careless."

And just look at how many times someone that's that's super confident goes into a performance and they don't perform great. It's it's pretty common, but it's

great. It's it's pretty common, but it's way less common if you're fully present.

And so this major league allstar told me, he said, "I've experienced the same thing. And when I'm pitching and I'm in

thing. And when I'm pitching and I'm in the bullpen and getting warmed up, and if I'm not dialed in, then my confidence isn't super high." But so then I have this conversation with myself. I say,

"You look, I don't care what your outcome is. You can walk 10 guys. it

outcome is. You can walk 10 guys. it

doesn't matter but you are going to be present out there. And he said on those days a lot of times I perform better than I did when I was fully confident.

>> What does it mean to be present?

>> That's a great question because a lot of people they take it they don't go far enough. They just like just don't think

enough. They just like just don't think about anything but what you can see or be where your feet are. And that's such a limiting view for me. It's super

important if you're a coach to explain what this is. What is what does it mean?

And so what we're going for is this sense of freedom. this sense that anything is possible. This heightened

awareness and to get that freedom, what I call this flow of resonance where you're in sync with you just feel really connected, grounded, centered. There's

no concern for self. Imagine that you're you see the greatest piece of art ever you've ever seen. Or maybe that art is is the Grand Canyon or rainbow or a

great book or movie, whatever it is, but you're enraptured. you're totally caught

you're enraptured. you're totally caught up in it. Are you concerned about yourself? Are you self-conscious? What

yourself? Are you self-conscious? What

what are people thinking about me? What

if I don't do this right? There's no

thoughts of self when you're in that moment. And that's when we're at our

moment. And that's when we're at our best. There's no self. It's as Tim

best. There's no self. It's as Tim Keller says, self forgetful. And that's

why selfless is fearless. There's fear

is a self in general. It's a

self-centered future thing. What will

happen to me next after I do this performance? After I perform, play the

performance? After I perform, play the violin, give this talk, what will happen? What will people think? It's a

happen? What will people think? It's a

but if there's no concern for self then there's freedom and freedom was one of the biggest things that that are lacking in performance today.

>> There's a book written a while back called the courage to be disliked. One

of the key messages that I took away from that book was that by default a lot of people just organize their lives to avoid criticism. They don't say what

avoid criticism. They don't say what they actually think. They're worried

about how they look. They don't want to look like an idiot. So they don't try something because they don't try something. They don't fail. But they

something. They don't fail. But they

also don't sort of succeed and push society forward.

>> Yeah, for sure.

>> What's your reaction to that?

>> Oh, that's super super common. The the

greatest resource other than love and wisdom is courage because we can all have it. Love is hard to sacrifice

have it. Love is hard to sacrifice yourself. And wisdom is is it takes a

yourself. And wisdom is is it takes a lot of study and surrender. Courage.

Every single person on the planet can have courage. And that's what I found is

have courage. And that's what I found is the most common amongst the highest performers in anything. They may not have a lot of wisdom or love, but they have courage. And that's business,

have courage. And that's business, sports, music, anything. And what I mean by that is they're willing to face their fears. They're willing to look foolish.

fears. They're willing to look foolish.

They're willing to fail. They're willing

to be judged. And I always have whenever I work with a client, people come to me, they don't come to me for small small goals. They're they want to be world

goals. They're they want to be world number one or win the world championship, Olympic gold medal. And so

I tell them, I say, "Okay, so this journey that that you're telling me you want, it's like climbing a mountain. As

you climb, and generally when we start, we're going to go pretty fast and and you may ascend pretty fast. But what's

going to happen is is you're going to get more exposed. There's going to be a lot more people looking at you and talking about you. And then you may fall. And if you fall, you're going to

fall. And if you fall, you're going to fall farther than you've fallen before.

>> And that means the judgment is going to be stronger. If you're not willing to do

be stronger. If you're not willing to do that, then don't pick that goal. But if

you want to achieve that goal that you're telling me you want, now you have to be willing to fail in a great way and be judged mercilessly. But it's no problem if you don't want that goal.

Pick a smaller goal. That's fine.

>> How do we teach people to have courage or self-confidence to to take that space? Like it

space? Like it >> that's the selflessness. That's that's

the master of the ego. That's the

willingness to look foolish and and understand. So here's how I'll give you

understand. So here's how I'll give you an example. So I was at this playoff um

an example. So I was at this playoff um PJ tour playoff in this in practice round and the golfer that I was with they're playing $100 a birdie and the other two golfers birdie the first two holes. Now he's behind. He has a short

holes. Now he's behind. He has a short birdie putt in the third hole and he missed it and he said it was a short one and he said he was nervous and I said you missed that because of your ego and he said what do you mean? I said would you have missed that in in practice um

at your home course? He said probably not. And I said, "Yeah, you were

not. And I said, "Yeah, you were thinking about them and you were concerned what they would think and you really did not want to miss this in front of them. And that's what caused the nervousness and the tension that caused you to miss." Whenever you're in

that moment when you're nervous and you really want something, obviously the best performance comes when you have freedom. But it's easy to get attached

freedom. But it's easy to get attached to that because you're like thinking, "Okay, this is really important." And so we get attached to it and have tension.

So what you can do is ask yourself, what do I want more in this moment? to be

successful right here this one time or to get better at these moments. In other

words, to master my ego, to not be so caught up in what people think. So, what

happens to most people is that they come to these points in their lives where they're really uncomfortable. Maybe

they're giving a speech or playing pingpong in front of a bunch of people.

It doesn't matter what it is. You if

you're nervous and other people are watching, they come to those moments where they're really uncomfortable and they back away because they're too uncomfortable. They're too afraid of of

uncomfortable. They're too afraid of of looking foolish in front of others.

Whereas the most successful people, they're willing to look foolish. They're

willing to make mistakes. And so I think a lot of people know that, but how do we get there? And so in that moment, it's

get there? And so in that moment, it's ask it's realizing that when I'm the most uncomfortable, that's the moment that's the key for you. And it's it's principle number one for inner excellence. Everything is here to teach

excellence. Everything is here to teach me and help me. It's all working for my good. So we're going to go look for

good. So we're going to go look for those moments when you're most uncomfortable and and say and remind yourself, this is my teacher. And inner

excellence is about expanding what you believe is possible. There's three

pillars of inner excellence. Belief,

freedom, and focus. To be fully engaged in the moment, have freedom to play like a child and and expand what you believe is possible to become to do things you've never done and become someone you've never been. And to expand what

you believe is possible. Kind of that crucial pillar is we need to find those moments where we're uncomfortable and we need to embrace that moment. And the way

we do it is we understand that the key thing here is not the outcome. But it's

my willingness to be in this moment and not back away. It doesn't matter if you fail horribly. You do that 10 times and

fail horribly. You do that 10 times and fail horribly 10 times. Eventually

you're going to get comfortable in those moments and then your skills will be able to match and and break through. But

people don't break through because they come to those moments and they shy away.

I mean this is we've all done it. I've

done it way too many times. What do you struggle with today in relation to that?

Anything?

>> Well, it's the same thing everyone struggles with when I come to those moments. I'm like, "Oh, I'm so

moments. I'm like, "Oh, I'm so uncomfortable right now." And then I sometimes I've forgotten. It's like I had this conversation with my spiritual mentor, um, Nick Osborne, and he said, "What God does is he gives you a jacket

that's two sizes too big." And that's what a loving parent does when you're four or five years old. You don't buy them a jacket that's perfectly fit because they're going to grow out of it too fast. So they're going to the

too fast. So they're going to the parents going to buy them a jacket that's a little bit too big, right? So

they can grow into it. And he said, "That's what God does. He gives you this jacket that's too big." And then you put it on, you're like, "Whoa, this is not good. This is not right. This doesn't

good. This is not right. This doesn't

feel right. What's happen?" And that's what I felt so much. It's like, "Okay, this is not okay. What's happening? I

don't I don't get it. This is

uncomfortable." But God did that intentionally. He's doing that

intentionally. He's doing that intentionally because that's where you need to self-reliance is the biggest problem that I face. And because I've got very little power. I've got very little ability. I've I've only seen the

little ability. I've I've only seen the world through this little lens that I've I want to be able to see all of reality.

And so to do that, I need to surrender my little power.

>> Is part of this reframing failure into there's no such thing as failure. It's

just it's not a verdict. It's like data.

>> Yeah. Redefining success and failure for sure. Like the Hall of Fame linebacker

sure. Like the Hall of Fame linebacker Brian Erlocker told me that I asked him, "What is the difference between you and the best performers that you've ever in NFL that you've ever competed against?"

and he said, "Most NFL players, they make a mistake and they get tentative.

>> I make a mistake and I don't get tentative." And so that's that's that

tentative." And so that's that's that courage. That's that willingness to

courage. That's that willingness to fail. That's that relentlessness that's

fail. That's that relentlessness that's needed.

>> So that's what happens. I mean, it happens with people too. Like if you give a talk at work and you know it doesn't go quite right, it's in your head the next time you do it. So you're

less likely to be successful in a way.

But the counterbalance to that would be okay. Well, what do we do? we do more

okay. Well, what do we do? we do more preparation. We, you know, we go through

preparation. We, you know, we go through our mistake. We reflect on it. We learn

our mistake. We reflect on it. We learn

from it. And then we sort of like let go of it and move on so we don't make the same mistake again.

>> Yeah. So failure that's all um obviously big part of it and you know there's one of the principles the presupposition is there's no failure only feedback. It's

the emotional part is is the the issue.

If there's no emotional aspect to it then then you know what does it matter if you fail? And the emotional part is the self-centeredness.

>> What happens with self-centerness is that I need to be thinking about my life in order to be just to be safe. I got to look both ways when I cross the street and feed myself and do all these things.

But the problem is when I think about myself, my subconscious, which is designed to protect me, reminds me of all the potential dangers and all my mistakes. And that that uh um discomfort

mistakes. And that that uh um discomfort causes me to think want I want to feel better about myself. And so I would compare myself to others. But then

there's always someone that has more or better things >> and so then I feel insecure and so that leads towards fear. This this thinking about myself leads towards fear. How

much do you think the modern world has really played with that comparison? It

used to be like I I'm just picturing you go back to like 1920s, 1930s. It's like

your your reference for comparison was basically like your street maybe your town. People lived reasonably within the

town. People lived reasonably within the same socioeconomic status. George or

Beth might have got a new car, but by and large everybody's sort of in the same boat. But now we live in a world

same boat. But now we live in a world where you flip open Instagram and these celebrities who are flying on private jets or people like you remember the

Scrooge McDuck thing. They're like

they're swimming in their money or rappers burning sort of money on videos.

And how much does that mess with us?

>> Oh, it's huge. It's huge. Yeah, it's

it's very very difficult now. 24/7

comparison and you can you can see what anyone's doing all over the world now.

It creates anxieties of mind with too many thoughts from too many concerns and that's what it brings. It's just way too many thought. We need if you want to be

many thought. We need if you want to be good at anything for a long period of time. We need to have way less thoughts

time. We need to have way less thoughts and even way less breaths. One of the things that stood out to me, you know, when I when I thought about this before reading your book, and I'm still mulling

this over, so this conversation is part of my processing. I was like, "Oh, I don't know if that's really bad." On an individual level, it's probably bad.

It's bad for mental health, you know, for Shane or for Jim. Uh, but on a society level, it actually results in really good outcomes because it

motivates Jim or it motivates Shane to work harder, to push more, to challenge more, to be more aggressive, to push our limits.

>> You're talking about seeing what everyone else is doing. That whole

>> connected. Well, it, you know, I wouldn't say envy cuz I I don't necessarily think it's envy, but like wanting more for yourself and, you know, the comparison is part of wanting more.

It's like, well, somebody has this thing and, you know, I want this thing. It's

not because you want this thing as an individual. Like, you don't even think

individual. Like, you don't even think about it. It's like somebody's got a

about it. It's like somebody's got a Rolex and all of a sudden you want a Rolex. It's like, well, no, your watch

Rolex. It's like, well, no, your watch tells time and the Rolex isn't going to do anything for you other than, you know, 30 grand or whatever it is. Rolex,

if you're listening, I'll take any watch you want to send me, but I use a Bremont. But like that drives the world

Bremont. But like that drives the world forward in a way. Do you know what I mean? Like, and maybe I'm wrong about

mean? Like, and maybe I'm wrong about those.

>> I think that's very well said. that

drives the world forward in many ways.

But also, so there's the benefit of technology. Someone has an idea in China

technology. Someone has an idea in China and we can see it right away in America.

The ability to be more productive and efficient and and achieve more is so much higher now. So that's amazing.

>> But it comes at a cost, >> but it comes at a huge cost.

>> And the cost is individual, but the benefits are largely societable.

>> Well, look at pornography now.

Pornography is everywhere. It wasn't

like before the internet. It wasn't

everywhere. You had to get it from a magazine. This negative thing now is

magazine. This negative thing now is infiltrated every single place because of technologies. Technology can really

of technologies. Technology can really help with productivity, but it can really spread evil fast. It can spread conspiracy theories and and uh negative ideas and falsehoods.

>> Yeah, I think about that a lot. Right.

in terms of things that spread or things that cause emotional reactions and we subconsciously get programmed to to word things. If if we're going for likes or

things. If if we're going for likes or we're going for reach or you know we take any sort of selfworth in that then we become we basically become an agent

of the algorithm if you will and we end up unconsciously I don't think it's conscious for most people some people it probably is cuz I don't think most people are malicious but we feed into

that we make things more provocative than they should be or we disseminate things that we know are probably not true but we know it'll get reaction from people.

>> Well, another thing that happened is that now the uh 14-year-old teenager in their basement has the same platform as the Harvard professor.

>> Yeah.

>> There now everyone is equal. You can't

really tell like there's in the past it used to be, you know, >> gatekeepers.

>> Yeah. Then there there was this you would look to people that had studied a subject for years to find out what do they think about it. But now that's largely diminished. Now it's it's

largely diminished. Now it's it's everyone is is even.

>> I guess the push back on that though is now that 14-year-old has access to all the world's information and you know can do with that something that they never would have been empowered to do before.

And if they have a great idea then they have more reach than they ever would have had before. There's nobody that they have to ask permission and and so you have this dual you know this negative thing and also this positive thing.

>> It's like fire.

>> Very powerful.

>> Yeah definitely. How would you talk to kids about mental toughness? Like I was talking to my kids about interviewing you and you know one of their questions was like what would he say to a group of

12 to 14 year olds about developing mental toughness? Like how can we go

mental toughness? Like how can we go about doing that because you know we're so coddled.

>> You know I think about what Simon Simon Senn said once that if you're violinist and you're trying to play the violin perfectly and you have this concert it's going to be very stressful because you

could make a mistake. But if you think to yourself, I love playing the violin.

I'm going to share what I love with the audience. Then you've got a chance to

audience. Then you've got a chance to have a great concert.

And so the 12 to 14year-old has grown up in a culture that is obsessed with transactions, success, followers. And so

it's a very surface level transactional culture that they've grown up in. And so

to help them understand about sacrifice and love and creating relationships is the most powerful way that you can be successful and have mental toughness at the same time is is crucial.

>> What's the process if I'm an athlete, I come to you or I come to you and I'm shamed? Like what's that first

shamed? Like what's that first conversation like? Jim, you know, I've

conversation like? Jim, you know, I've been successful but something doesn't feel right, doesn't feel sustainable.

>> What does that first conversation sort of look like?

>> I want to know um what you really want.

like why did you why did you contact me?

What is it that you really want um besides being world number one or whatever it is? I want to know how you want to feel in your life and how you don't want to feel. If we work together,

I'm going to help you learn principles and tools and develop habits of thought and action and how to get that feeling more often. What adds to it? What takes

more often. What adds to it? What takes

away from it? Talk about your life for a second. How do you want to feel in your

second. How do you want to feel in your life? If we just had a couple

life? If we just had a couple adjectives, for example, >> fulfilled.

>> Okay.

>> Uh contributing.

>> And what about the mind or body? What

does that like? Do you like clutter up there or stress or tightness or what what do you like the mind and body to feel?

>> I don't know. I don't think I've ever really thought about that, right? And

you know, I think what do I want? I want

peace. I want

>> Okay.

>> You know, I want to be driven think I want to be driven more by clean fuel.

And yet just tying that back, it's like the dirty fuel has been very effective.

>> Yeah. And so that's such a crucial thing to understand is that the that quote right there, the dirty fuel has been very effective. Fear can accomplish a

very effective. Fear can accomplish a lot. So can anger. You can that can

lot. So can anger. You can that can really drive people. But the long-term effect is something that a lot of people don't want. For example, losing inner

don't want. For example, losing inner peace and joy.

>> Yeah.

>> I don't tell people what to do. I try

never to tell people what to do. I just

want to help them clarify what they want most. And and this is a good example is

most. And and this is a good example is is people that are very talented. They

get caught up in what I call this competitor's trap. It's just I'm going

competitor's trap. It's just I'm going to be more productive because every time I achieve something, I'm getting that sort of love from like my kids are excited, my family, my co-workers, the

world, they're like, "Oh, great job." I

get the cheers. And that's the trap is that we we aren't able to think deeper about our lives. Like on my rocking chair or on my deathbed, what's going to be the most important thing? And and

what happens to a lot of parents is they got caught up in the the illusion that I just want to provide resources for my kids like >> a nice house and trips to Europe or whatever it is so they can do whatever

they want with their life. That's a very common end like what do you really want for them? Well, I just want them to do

for them? Well, I just want them to do whatever they want. I just want them to be happy. And so when they parent tells

be happy. And so when they parent tells me that I say well if you want them to be happy I could set up a program. It's

kind of expensive, but every Friday I'll call your kid and tell him a joke at three o'clock. Is that what you want

three o'clock. Is that what you want most for them? A little laugh >> once a week? No. Of course, you want something much deeper, right? And so I what I tell parents is that if you want

your kids to say you want your kids to live um a life with amazing experiences and deep enriching relationships or learning and growing and making a difference in the world, something like that. Well, the number one thing is for

that. Well, the number one thing is for you to live that. and for you to live that. Now, we've got a whole bunch of

that. Now, we've got a whole bunch of things that need to happen. We need to clarify your life purpose. The only way you're going to clarify your life purpose and and live that purpose is we need to get rid of what's not you. So,

we got to simplify your life and down to that one sentence, that one purpose for your life. Get rid of what's not you.

your life. Get rid of what's not you.

And everything that you do is going to move towards that. And in that life purpose, the way we think about it is we start with how do you want to feel in your life? What do you value most? Who

your life? What do you value most? Who

do you value most? Who do you want to become? Like for me, and I think for

become? Like for me, and I think for many many people now, especially teenagers, the role models are the people that have the most transactional success, hit the most home runs, got the

most followers, make the most money, that sort of thing. But obviously, the problem with that is that real success, if you're if you have all that outward success, but your inside is is filled

with with anxiety and and stress, it's not super successful, is it? I've met,

you know, through this podcast and just through life have been fortunate in a lot of ways to meet what other people would consider exceptional people or exceptional results. And by any monetary

exceptional results. And by any monetary standard, it's true. But there's a lot of them that aren't just happy or content, I guess, is the but I often imagine, well, if they were content,

maybe they wouldn't be as driven and maybe the world wouldn't sort of push forward as >> This is a great This is so I hear this a lot. This is a really great uh idea.

lot. This is a really great uh idea.

Thank you. if I'm content, I'm going to lose out on my say productivity. I'm I'm

not going to be as motivated. And so

what I've shared with that with proathletes is that so what you're telling me is that um if we take away your anxiety, the anxiety that you have, sorry that I don't like to say someone's personal anxiety, take away the anxious

feelings that you've had. You say that now you've got all this talent and without the anxious feelings, you're just going to sit on the couch and and not do anything. I don't think that's going to happen. But the other part of

it is this obsession with happiness and achievement. So say you win 23 Olympic

achievement. So say you win 23 Olympic gold medals or you become a billionaire.

What's the good?

>> If you won 23 Olympic gold medals like you've done that every day for years. So

like the good must be the process I would assume for that. And that you know the billionaire I don't know like you can do a lot with that money for the world.

So if we look at the 23 gold medals, it's very wisely said to focus on the process, not the result. No, that's

that's what inner excellence is. What is

that process and what is it that we really want? What are we trying to do

really want? What are we trying to do with it? For me, it's the process of

with it? For me, it's the process of developing yourself to have to walk in love not fear to pursue wisdom above all else to have more courage. It's not

about making money. Is making a billion dollars good for you? it may be the worst thing for you because what happens um I think it's pretty well documented that when people get more money that they become more of who they were if you

were self-centered you're going to become more self-centered cuz money is powerful >> I think it also changes you you know knowing a lot of incredibly wealthy

people one thing that I notice that's really interesting is their social circles get smaller and smaller and smaller and I think in part like um people start asking you for

And then you create this sort of like seed of distrust almost. But there they might start out normal things like you and I would ask you for a favor. Hey,

you know, my brother's looking for a job or something. Do you have anything? But

or something. Do you have anything? But

when you do that with people who are who are wealthy, it's sort of like, oh god, like everybody just wants something from me. And there's nobody in my life who

me. And there's nobody in my life who just doesn't want something from me and doesn't or accepts me for who who I am as a person.

>> You know, I've seen that. I'd tell you a funny story about yesterday. I'm driving

behind this this um vehicle and it said stay 50 feet back. It was a correctional facility vehicle, I guess. So, I'm I'm assuming that there's inmates in the vehicle sometimes. I'm guessing that

vehicle sometimes. I'm guessing that it's to keep you safe from these criminals. That's that's my guess. And I

criminals. That's that's my guess. And I

was thinking about that. I was like, yeah, that's how society is. It's like

we've got the bad people. We got to keep them away from us good people. Mhm.

>> And I thought, well, that's kind of like the opposite of interex and what I'm trying to do with my life is I want to go be with people that need it the most and who needs it more than a criminal.

That's how you make a difference in the world. That's how you live the most

world. That's how you live the most meaningful, fulfilling life is you make a difference in the lives of people who need it the most. I'm not saying that I don't need I need it more than anybody, but I share what I'm learning and try

and serve others who also need it.

>> Yeah, I appreciate that. I mean I I share everything to you publicly to varying degrees. I want to talk about

varying degrees. I want to talk about guild for a second. You know, coming back to me and like I think this applies to many people. So I'll use myself as an example, but I think it's relevant to

the hundreds of thousands of people listening to this, which is I prioritize uh my kids and work. That doesn't leave

a lot of time for other things. And

that's a choice, a conscious choice. And

I'm okay, I think, by and large with that choice. I tell myself anyway, my

that choice. I tell myself anyway, my inner monologue is like, I can always be ambitious later after the kids move out sort of thing. But it causes a lot of guilt when I say no to things or when

people invite me to things. And if I do go, I'm going because I should go, not because I want to go.

>> So, you said the kids in work is kind of your priority. We talked about this a

your priority. We talked about this a little bit before. It's a hard question.

Sometimes the questions I ask are a little bit hard, but what do you want most for your kids?

>> Independence, contributing members of society. I don't believe in the pursuit

society. I don't believe in the pursuit of happiness. I think, you know, they

of happiness. I think, you know, they need to find their own path for themselves. To the extent that I have

themselves. To the extent that I have influence as a parent and I don't think we have as much influence at some points as we think we do, I want them to be

contributing members of society, however that looks uh for them. But that is generally a positive outcome.

>> Okay. So say for example they become an accountant, pay their taxes and they're able to survive on their own independent contribute. Is that the highest

contribute. Is that the highest aspiration for them?

>> Not the highest but I mean that that's like the the floor you know >> force for them.

>> I want them to just be content with life whatever that means for them because how am I going to push on them my version of like what happiness looks like? Like

that's not I don't think about it that I asked you this question because you mentioned guilt.

>> The guilt is not from the parenting though. The guilt is social functions or

though. The guilt is social functions or events or birthday parties.

>> What I think what you're saying is that you work really hard to provide for your family and you want the best for them and sometimes you feel guilty because some when you do that you have to say no to a lot of things

>> and so that causes some guilt. Did I get that right?

>> Yeah. you know, at the end of a day of taking care of two kids and working a long day, sometimes I just don't have I have no energy to give to other people.

>> Right. Right. That makes sense. This is

a very very common thing and I I alluded to it a little bit earlier that working really long hours to provide for your kids. And I think what happens to people

kids. And I think what happens to people is that they in their mind is the best thing I can do for my kids is provide them resources, spend time with them, and then give them the chance to do

whatever they want. And I think that's amazing, but it's a very low bar. I

think there's a much higher bar that that uh would be even more powerful and that would be to teach them how to walk in love not fear. Teach them how to seek wisdom above all else. And I define

wisdom as an expansive vision that that has unobscured views of beauty and connections and possibilities and even on a deeper level to know who God is and therefore who you are, what he's doing

in the world and and how you can join in. So wisdom is very different than

in. So wisdom is very different than knowledge. To me, knowledge is how to

knowledge. To me, knowledge is how to take apart a lawn mower or how this speaker works. It's great, but it's

speaker works. It's great, but it's temporary. It's not eternal. Whereas,

temporary. It's not eternal. Whereas,

wisdom is things that are going to last forever. And so, it's just a deeper look

forever. And so, it's just a deeper look into life. And I think that's the best

into life. And I think that's the best thing a parent can do is help them learn wisdom and courage and things like that much more so than the the low bar. Um,

which is I don't want to feel like I'm picking up.

>> Oh, no. No. Please do. Yeah.

>> Because I I want >> I won't feel like you're picking up.

We're just doing this in front of like hundreds of thousands of people. said

it's all good.

>> Well, my goal is is to love you as best as I can and everyone that's listening.

And it's it's really how can we share the best possible life with our kids.

That's that's what you want, right? And

and to me, that best possible life has has very um important things in it. Like

understanding that the best possible life has one foot in joy and one foot in suffering.

>> Go deeper on that.

>> It's a hard thing for parents because parents are like, I just want my kids to be happy. I mean, I've got eight nieces

be happy. I mean, I've got eight nieces and nephews and I love them so much. I

want the best for them. But there's this kind of running joke is and now they're all they're aged now uh six to 21 I think. And so as they're growing I'm

think. And so as they're growing I'm hopefully trying to teach them some things and and one of the kind of the one running jokes is is that loving to give candy to a kid because they love candy my nephews. And so we have the

short-term good thing which is they have good feelings but long-term it's not good for them, not healthy, right? And

so that's kind of the battle that every parent faces is how much time do I need to take off of my work and stop and think about my life so I can think about meaningful things that I can share with the kids and how much time do I just

well that's that's hard to do. Like

where do I even start? Do I got to go to the desert like Jim did? I've got to work tomorrow. So but the first thing is

work tomorrow. So but the first thing is you don't have to work tomorrow. You're

just, you know, you might lose your job, but you don't have to go to work tomorrow. That's your conscious choice.

tomorrow. That's your conscious choice.

That's important to understand. I had PJ tour player tell me when I first started, he said, "Sometimes I just want to walk off the course and I don't want to come back, but I can't do that." I

said, "You can't." I think it's really important for you to know that you can do that. You have choices. Every day

do that. You have choices. Every day

you're making choices. And what I want you to do next time you get that feeling, I want you to think it through.

Like, I really want to quit right now. I

want to walk off the course. And so,

think, okay, well, let's do that. But

before we do it, let's think about what's going to happen. Okay, I'm going to tell my caddy. Pack it up. We're

leaving. You're going to go to the tent.

Say you're withdrawing. And then you fill out the form. You withdraw. You

throw the clubs in the trunk, slam the trunk, you go to Chipotle, you sit there, and you talk to your your cat in Chipotle. So, picture that in an hour.

Chipotle. So, picture that in an hour.

Is that what you want to do? If that's

what you want to do, then go do it. But

as you think it through, I think what's probably going to happen is you're going to think, "Okay, do I want to sit in Chipotle with my caddy?" in the back of your mind, you know, well, even if I'm hating this, there might be something I could work on to get better, which is

the essence of inner excellence is to learn and grow every day. If you're if you're out of it, you don't have a chance to win, and you know you're going to miss the cut. Well, now you've got a great opportunity. You can work on that

great opportunity. You can work on that one that one uh big draw that you wanted to work on. You can work on that that uh chip that was really tough. You can

intentionally hit it to a really tough part of the course to to work on something instead of just like, "Oh, this sucks. My day is done. Why do I

this sucks. My day is done. Why do I even keep playing? This is kind of like metaphor for life.

>> It sounds like a lot of what we're doing is changing the area of focus from our mind. And I'll give you an example. I

mind. And I'll give you an example. I

was talking with Emily Baladis. She's a

doctor. And one of the things that stuck with me about this conversation was she talked about how runners who are running a marathon or athletes who are

doing any sort of sport and they hit a wall while they're in the competition.

and what do you do when you hit this wall? And she said the the world's best

wall? And she said the the world's best performers, like you know, in her research where they change the area of focus. Like if you're halfway through a

focus. Like if you're halfway through a marathon, your legs start hurting and you're focused on the finish line, like you're never going to make it. But if

you focus on the stop sign that's 50 m in front of you or the red light that you can see or the next visible and then you you focus on the next thing once you achieve that, you'll finish the race and

you'll do it in great time. So, what

you're really doing is you're shortening the distance between what you want, which is to finish the marathon, and then where you're looking to achieve.

And I I think you had an example in your book about a swimmer who did this in the cold water.

>> That's right. Yeah.

>> Tell me about that.

>> Yeah. Lewis Gordon Pew, he swam a kilometer at the North Pole and just a speedo, which most people said would would be impossible. They'd die. And he

didn't die. One thing about the cold, I think, is very similar to the running when you're really hurting. The problem

with the cold is the mind that's thinking of the future. If you're super super cold, but if I asked you, can you last one more second and then we're going to put you in a a hot tub or a

sauna? What would most people say? Or

sauna? What would most people say? Or

even five more seconds. Okay, there's a sauna right there. Can you go five more seconds? I think most people would say

seconds? I think most people would say yes. Right? It's the fear of, oh, how

yes. Right? It's the fear of, oh, how long is this going to last? I don't it's it's this projection and the expectation and how all those circumstances do we look at the past and the pain that we've had and project to the future and what's

going to happen that's the problem but when we can be in this moment and embrace whatever pain and challenge we have in this moment right just right now and then take the next step that that's

the power that she was sharing you know so what Lewis Gordon Q did was his performance coach said you're never going to make it if you just think I'm going to swim one kilometer we've got to

break this down into smaller steps. And

so they had a flag every 100 meters that represented a group of people on his team. Then his coach said, "I don't want

team. Then his coach said, "I don't want you to think about anything except for that flag. You just got to get to the

that flag. You just got to get to the next flag. Just the next flag."

next flag. Just the next flag."

>> I think there's a lot about life that that enables us to continue going forward. But I want to tie it back to

forward. But I want to tie it back to what you said. It also enables us to just got to work on this chip shot and to be present in that moment more than we're, you know, in our head. we're fast

forwarding to the future of the finish line, the the milestone that's in the distance. And if that gap is too large,

distance. And if that gap is too large, it can it can prevent us from starting things that we don't want to start. It

can prevent us from finishing things that we have started. You know, I did this with my kids last year. We they

wanted to run this uh 5 km race with the school they have to. And so we're training in the mornings and you know, you can see they want to give up. And

I'm like, your mind gives up before your body, long before your body. this is a mental toughness thing. This isn't a physical like you're going to collapse

thing and they hated that. But it pushed them at the same time to sort of go beyond.

>> One of the things that you said that's so powerful is is the the challenge with with not wanting to start things. This

is the challenge that we all face. The

main issue with that is is that your first step is too big.

>> Yeah.

>> We we need to make that make that next step smaller. And James Clear talks

step smaller. And James Clear talks about this in Atomic Habits that great book. If you want to start running, can

book. If you want to start running, can you put your shoes, your running shoes by the door? That's the first step. Can

you just do that?

>> Yeah.

>> And the next day, can you just put them on and walk around the house and take these very small steps? It's like uh Teddy Scotch, Scotty Sheffller's um wonderful caddy,

>> the world number one. He's also a coach and and he says, "What I try to do with most of my clients is help them lower their expectations to what they know they can do." It's kind of like how can

I help them be present? Mhm.

>> Can you if you're putting um can you hit this on the center of the club face?

>> I love that a lot. I think that's super powerful. Um the habit thing is is

powerful. Um the habit thing is is interesting to me. James is a good friend.

I have this idea of like things are hard when they're choices, but they're not when they're rules. And so one of the things is for me is like I want to work out every day. I want to be healthy.

That that enables the foundation of all the other things that I do. if I don't do that. But I hate working out. I'm not

do that. But I hate working out. I'm not

one of those people who shows up at the gym and they're like super happy.

There's some guy at the treadmill this morning at the gym. He's like smiling.

I'm like, who are these people? Like,

what? It's 500 a.m. What is in your coffee? Like, this is insane. I want

coffee? Like, this is insane. I want

whatever you're having, but I definitely do not share it. And so, I just created this rule, and I got it from Daniel Conman. Not the workout rule, but

Conman. Not the workout rule, but creating rules for ourselves. And I work out every day. So duration or scope can change, but there's not a choice about whether I work out. It's

>> like a mantra you have.

>> Yeah. It's like a mantra.

>> Very powerful.

>> And those seem very powerful. And this

ties into where I was going with this is your you have mantras >> and one of them I found really powerful which is but I also have a question about you say give 100% of what's

available.

>> Yeah. So if you have 40% today, you didn't sleep well, you were up late last night, you had maybe too many drinks with your friends, whatever, you give 100% of whatever that 40% is, the

question that comes to my mind immediately when I hear that is like I have relief. That's my first feeling.

have relief. That's my first feeling.

It's like, h finally, like somebody understands me. On the other hand, it's

understands me. On the other hand, it's like that's an excuse. This morning I drove here from central New Jersey and uh the GPS said it was going to take under two hours and it was all close to

four hours and through rush hour traffic into Manhattan and I've been working on a book and um not a ton of sleep lately and so the thoughts on the way here the

one I was really working hard and not getting caught up in my circumstance of rush hour traffic for 4 hours. Um, but

the thought of what if I'm forgetful or it doesn't go well and and I don't um share some good ideas and uh I was in the bathroom as soon as I got here and then I thought about that idea of of

goal number one. Give the best of what you have.

>> And I thought, you know, today could be today's like a 30 or 40% day. I don't

have a lot to give, but I'm going to give the best of what I have. And that

was very helpful to me as I just before I walked into this room. It's empowering

in a way. And then there's this side of me that on the other side like the two sides of my brain if you will like fighting about this this um mantra and

I'm like you know one side is like yes this is perfect and the other side is like well if you do that like two or three days in a row like what are you what is that? Who are you like why would

that be okay? And so I think and well there are sometimes some weeks, some months, some seasons where it's going to be like that. And I think it's super important to know. But I think about your personality. I think it reminds me

your personality. I think it reminds me of people that are um talented and driven and have you called it guilt.

Whether it's guilt or some other that part of their mind says you're slacking.

>> Like yeah, but that's >> it's constant.

>> And so I I find it very common like people that are that are talented.

Here's an example of what happened to me. Um, something that's a little bit

me. Um, something that's a little bit different, but I thought was I found very intriguing. I went on this this

very intriguing. I went on this this boat ride, sailboat with I mentioned it earlier. I get on the boat. Before I get

earlier. I get on the boat. Before I get on the boat, I I was wearing an aura ring, a Whoop, and a bio strap.

>> Three things every night to bed to track my physiology and share it with my clients and do some research. And so,

um, I've had a very perfectionist personality, very detail- oriented, and just feeling like I just want to be the best. And, um, if I need something on

best. And, um, if I need something on Amazon, just a couple swipes, okay, it's coming tomorrow. Well, get on the boat.

coming tomorrow. Well, get on the boat.

I, as soon as we got on the boat, he said, "We're not going to see civilization for two weeks." And I was like, "Okay." He grew up on a farm. He

like, "Okay." He grew up on a farm. He

had like one article of clothing. I had

a suitcase. I mean, I was in Tahiti for a month, but I'm watching him. We're

looking in the cupboards of food and there's some bread, but it had mold on it. And he's like, "Oh, no, no, just

it. And he's like, "Oh, no, no, just pull off the mold." You know, just that that's fine. It's fine. He's eating it

that's fine. It's fine. He's eating it and I'm horrified. And then food's falling on the He grew up on a farm.

Food's on the floor. Oh, it's okay. You

know, just eating it. And after a while, I'm watching him like one article of clothing. And I'm like,

clothing. And I'm like, >> his life is a lot freer than mine, >> lot more relaxed. I've got to have things a certain way. I can't eat food off the floor. I'm not going to

>> pick off the mold. And uh and I and I was realized like if I I was very limiting my my life with that with that um perfectionism.

>> So since that trip, thanks to Chris, I've given myself a lot more freedom.

Now I don't feel I I've noticed that limitation that I thought was a was um just a positive this this high bar that I this standard and I've realized it was really limiting my freedom.

>> What are your other daily mantras? You

know, one of the the reminder that I've had for years on my phone that's been the most powerful for me is God is with you Jim.

>> Why is that powerful for you?

>> Well, it's like when I shared when this whole thing went down and everything um happened that first week in um January, at first it was overwhelming and then I

realized what is the best thing about this? The best thing is that is that I

this? The best thing is that is that I get to go into Philadelphia and work with my hero Shane Clareborn, this Christian activist who moved in with the poor 25, 30 years ago. and do these

amazing things for with with amazing people in Kensington. That's the most the best part about this. It's not any um other transaction that I'm going to get.

>> Does it make you feel less alone?

>> Does what make me feel less alone?

>> If God is with you?

>> Yeah. This isn't for Jim Murphy to be successful. The first week all the media

successful. The first week all the media was like Jim Murphy doing this. Look at

this author. Whatever. And I was like, first I was like, why do people keep talking about me? I'm nobody. I I'm

insignificant. It's the message selfless is fearless. Then I kind of realized,

is fearless. Then I kind of realized, oh, I guess that's the American dream to be rich and famous. I mean, it's an illusion that it's the best life, but that's what everybody wants. What I want

people to learn is that the best life is not a life with good circumstances. The

best life is a life where you feel fully alive. What happens is most people,

alive. What happens is most people, especially in Western culture, they're they're just constantly trying to get better and better circumstances for themselves and their kids to make life easier. That's what most people do,

easier. That's what most people do, isn't it? And that's the great illusion.

isn't it? And that's the great illusion.

An easier life is not the best life.

>> I mean, to push back on that just for a second because my mind just naturally goes into yes and no again. Yes. I

there's a part of me that agrees with that. There's a part of me that looks at

that. There's a part of me that looks at these cameras here and is like these would not exist without people pursuing a dream and ambition. Yeah. and doing

that perhaps at the cost of social relationships, at the cost of being a parent, at the cost of being the best partner they could be.

>> For sure.

>> And I don't advocate for those things for anybody unconsciously.

>> However, consciously, they're the reason we have medicine. They're the reason like society >> people have sacrificed.

>> Yeah. people have or you know I look at what happened where I used to work post 911 is like people worked 16 hours a day 7 days a week for 7 years and in that

process what they were doing was sacrificing for something larger than themselves they felt a part of something and it wasn't religion or God it was but

there was meaning and purpose to it and the byproduct of that was sacrificing being a parent sacrificing the relation relationships with other people in order

to achieve that, in order to push that forward. And so I have these like

forward. And so I have these like dueling sets to my mind where on individual level I'm like, you're 100% correct, but on a societal level, I

don't know if that's the best outcome for society.

But I do think on an individual level, it's probably the best outcome for individuals.

>> Okay, let's look at the um the best possible life has one foot in joy and one foot in suffering. Mhm.

>> First of all, this is not how I would prefer it. I'm not a fan of suffering.

prefer it. I'm not a fan of suffering.

What I'm saying is that I believe that this is just how the universe works.

>> It's not something I'm advocating for.

I'm just explaining what I found. Um,

and first just the basic one is is um physical fitness you're talking about.

If you want to build stronger muscles, you have to break them down. This just

is how the universe works. You you can't do it sitting on the couch. You have to you have to make the muscles sacrifice and suffer to get them bigger. That's

just how it works. And it's the same thing with wisdom and courage. You can't

gain courage by constantly uh just making yourself more more and more comfortable. There's this quote um I

comfortable. There's this quote um I can't remember who it was that that I loved. I think it was a guy named Gary

loved. I think it was a guy named Gary Brook, but the quote is aging is the aggressive pursuit of comfort.

>> Oh, interesting.

>> So that if you want wisdom, then you have to go through things. You need that jacket that's too big, two sizes too big. You have to have trouble. You have

big. You have to have trouble. You have

to have adversity in your life. There's

no way to You can't just read about it on the couch.

>> Why do you think we think about training our bodies, but we rarely think about training our mind? And it doesn't matter if you're an athlete or knowledge worker or, you know, we think, you know, food,

nutrition in, we think body, uh, training muscles, but we rarely think about >> well, we're led around by our eyes. We

live uh this um transactional life, this third world results and circumstances.

So if I put in this effort, I can see what happens. But if I gain wisdom, I

what happens. But if I gain wisdom, I can't see that with my eyes very easy.

If I'm uh gain become a more loving person, that's hard to see with my eyes.

But if I make more money, get a nicer house, etc., I can see that. And that's

that that surface level transactional world that we live in that that we get sucked into.

>> That's a really good point. We always

end these interviews with the same question. I'm so curious what your

question. I'm so curious what your answer is going to be, which is what is success for you >> right now? There's so much um pain in the world, suffering and starvation and

and um in in America, so much division and and need. So I think of success for me and in two things. One is um to become the person that I was created to

become to live my purpose to to share God's love, wisdom, and courage with the world. And then in doing that to provide

world. And then in doing that to provide uh um tangible help to people that are hungry and and imprisoned and and uh refugees and widows and orphans to help them.

>> That's a great answer. Thank you so much for taking the time today.

>> You know, I was not expecting such amazing questions. Uh thank you.

amazing questions. Uh thank you.